I’m in so much pain today

Physically and mentally I am in pain. I don’t know why but for some reason I just want to hide in my room for the rest of the day and think of nothing. Yesterday it just hit me on how big this move has affected my life. Even if I am far from my best friends in New York, I am starting to mature on my own. Down here in Georgia I am become close with a lot of people but there are few that I begun to not trust. I cannot wait until the day I am able to get out this house but at the same time I want to be a kid forever.