Fuck my love life

I’ve been living down here for almost half a year and I still haven’t found someone. It’s not the end of the world but I would like to express my feelings more often to the guys I like. For example, even though the guy I care about has a girlfriend and I talk to him everyday, I want to tell him how I feel. I’ve done it many times before and I feel so good after. But if I keep the feelings bottled in then I get stressed and I keep thinking about what he is going to say. Eventually I will tell him when the time is right and there aren’t a bunch of people staring at us in a classroom. It would be great dating him because he’s a great guy and he the only guy that i really wanted in a long time.